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[30 Jul 2005|12:46pm]
okay last night chilled here at Jimmy's til like 8 or so before me and Ooghe going to my brothers bachlor party and drinking watching some strippers...I even got a show from the stripper..A nice dildo show at that...well..my brother got the show do..and my dad...I was the last one to get the upfront view of it all..lol...but yeah..got a little drunk and then smoked down and got high only to play some counter strike all fucked up it was great...the party was awesome as hell man...and I couldn't get a hold of Crunk Cyle or Tabby so I coulnd't get to their party for a few which sucked greatly...so anywho I'm just go and we shall try to find some smoke to smoke down with...alrighty then..Peace!
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I GRADUATED YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [30 Jul 2005|11:49am]
Yesterday was friday..and I graduated!!! Fuck yeah man...Its been great so far..After the graduation I went over to Sarena's house to chill with her and Raph...it was koo...then we got Ron and that was great right there...he is fucking funner fucker..never shuts up though...well we all chilled for a long ass time...then went back to Sarena's me here and Raph...chilled..Drank a beer and half a beer...before going to Raph's and taking a shot of JD..caught a buzz since I'm a light weight...Got here to my boy Jimmy's house before heading off to Jeff's house to smoke a few bowls order a pizza eat and smoke a few more bowls...hell yes..he gave me like a gram for a joint..it was awesome..got back here to Jimmy's at like 1 I think..I don't know..oh well..got here..and packed up his little green water bong and hit the shit outa it..got high as hell man...then played some Counter Strike...then got off and layed day..ended up passing out..I was high and a little drunk and bearly slept the night before so I was tird..fuck off!!!....okay..so woke up..looked around..before going over..breaking up some more weed..and packing up the bong again and we toked down and I'm nice and high...oh yeah...tonight should hopefully be drunk....so yes great times...well PEACE!
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[29 Jul 2005|06:26am]
Akuma is slipping...Emo Boy is fighting to get free...I need some serious help...please...Don't let emo boy get the better of Akuma people...This is now a team effort..Emo Boy can't be let free...He is self destructive and will try to push me away form ya'll...
3 Maggot's Crawled Out| * Open the jar*

[29 Jul 2005|05:14am]
Do you wear black eyeliner?: no
Do you own any black clothing?: yes
Do you think about death often?: yesh
Do you want to die?: yesh
Are you a social outcast?: yesh
Are you pale?: Yesh(aside from the famers tan..only tiny bit on my forearms)
Do you like Hot Topic?: yes

Total YES: 6/7

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: no
How often do you wear Vans?: Never
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Yes but not involin a stakeboard
How much do you get in trouble?: me? Never..I'm the good kid
Do you listen to the bands?: If I knew what bands you were talking about I could answer this question
Do you have any piercings?: no

Total YES: 1/6

How often do you say the word "like": I dunno
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no
Are the A&F models hot?: some
Rock music is bad, right?: Get your head outa your ass and listen dumbshit..Rock is what its about!

Total YES: 1/4

Is your hair long?: it was
Are you a vegetarian? no
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: I wish I had one...
Do you want peace?: yes
Do you want to save the animals: yes
Do you dislike war?: yeah, i dont like fighting

Total YES: 3/6

Are you from the ghetto?: no
Do you own "bling bling"?: Uhh..Fuck no!
What do you think about do-rags?: Gay!
How about hip-hop?: I'm a metal head..so what do you think I think?
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I don't think so
What do you think about afros?: I hate them with a deep dark deadly passion
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: I won't lie..yes..cuaseI was making fun of some dumbass whos white and truely thinks he is black
have you ever had to bust a cap?: no
love spinners?: Umm..no

Total YES: 71/ 9

How often do you cry?: alot
Do you have an ex?: yes i do
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: somewhere
Are you emotional?: very
Do you like soft music: yes
Do people understand you?: No..I don't let them
Do u write ur own songs?: yes
Is your hair dyed dark?: yes
Do you cut?: no

Total YES: 7/9

Do you play any sports?: no
How important are they to you?: i dont play
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: nope
What do you think about football?: tboring
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: yes

Total YES: 1/5

Do you wear glasses?: yes
Do you get good grades?: no
Are you smart?: no
Do you use an inhaler?: no
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: no
Does your mom buy your clothes?: Yes after I look at her and say..Hey...I need these pants..buy them..and she says..okay..
How often are you on the computer?: not to much anymore
Do you ever get picked on?: yes

Total YES: 3/8
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[27 Jul 2005|04:45pm]
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up in the middle of the night because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Answer the phone if I called you in the middle of the night wanting to talk?
[_] dance with me?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in pu blic?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

[_] thought about me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] had a dream about me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?

Put it in a comment and put an X in the blanks of the ones you agree with.
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[25 Jul 2005|04:41pm]
its that time again...time to make an update...friday...smoke fest and then...wanting to cry cuase someone who is close to me was hurt really bad..and that hurt me...but also..its kinda hard to cry when a joint is passed to you fter ya get off the phone ya'know? but I did cry..in my heart...and sat silently all night thinking deeply after that...saturday went to someone's grad party and hung out wiht people til leaving and hanging out at Calvin's house....sunday..went to the pool hall...and the rapest in there kicked me and the group I was with out claiming they where having a birthday party up there...how gay is that shit!...I was pissed...but oh well...today...been home all day aside from when I was in school...This friday I graduate! Hells yeah!...Tomorrow...Not sure..gonna just..wander around til I find a place to chill at...so yeah...well..I'm out for now...peace love and chick jizm ya'll!
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[17 Jul 2005|06:34pm]
Okay...If anyone gets pissed at this sorry...but...They stupidest reason all these fights happen these days is over what? Ex's....Everyone is fighting people for making their EX's happy...how fucking STUPID is that fucking shit?!?!?! I'm tired of this shit..many of my friends have been jumped cause of going out wiht some girl, and her EX getting pissed about it...People need to wake up..So if and guy and girl break up..the guy cna fuck anyone female he see's and its okay, yet if the girl so happens to look twice at another guy he gets death threats and jumped? How fucking stupid is that shit...I'm jsut yeah...Finding shit stupid...No wonder everyone feels that need to be around like twenty people, cuase the know someone is trying to jump them for the person they are dating...I'm glad I never really go anywhere nor give a shit about what my EX's do and who they date and shit like that...so...how about..EVERYONE JUST FUCKING GROW UP AND LEARN TO BE A FUCKING HUMAN AND NOT A DUMB FUCKING SHIT WHO NEEDS TO BE SHOT IN THE FUCKING FACE OVER AND OVER AND OVER UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT OF THEIR HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good bye..
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[12 Jul 2005|10:01am]
Gah...Sick as fuck today...puked about seven times this morning...It sucked greatly...So I'm at home..bored..and can't hang out at all cuase I'm fucking sick...Life sucks...and my hand still fucking hurts a lot..its all fucked up...this really sucks..Well..I'm go lay down...or puke..not sure yet...
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[09 Jul 2005|10:22am]
1. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How long have you known me?:
03. Tell me one good thing about myself?:
04. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
05. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
06. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
07. Describe me in 3 words:
08. Name 5 things I love:
09. Do you think I'm good looking?:
10. How would you describe me to someone?:
11. Would you ever date me?:
12. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
13: What do you like most about me?:
14: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
15: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
16: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
18. What do you think my weakness is?:
19. Do you think I'll get married?:
20. What makes me happy?:
21. What makes me sad?:
22. What reminds you of me?:
23. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
24. When's the last time you saw me?:
25. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
26. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
27. Are you going to put this on your Journaland see what I say about you?:
29. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
30. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
31. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
32. Would you make a move on me?:
33. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
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Good Bye [05 Jul 2005|08:16pm]
This is a poem I wrote while we had free writing time in my basic writing class at summer school. I call it Good bye

Sitting in the shadows of night
watching, but with no sight.
Hope held in the back of my mind
searching for what I cannot find.
Praying for that day to show
waiting for what I don't know.
Held in my hand is a rose
knowing I'm surrounded by many foes.
Where did you go tonight
you are leaving me in fright.
I'm sorry I was not there
but I really did care.
So this is what I get
I wish it all could fit.
Now I slip into dark
passing under this big ark.
Time holds nothing for me
I only wanted us to be "we".
If this is my time
I will not whine.
If you truly choose him
I will be only a dim.
Now please never forget my name
for I will be left with only shame.
The only thing I want to know is why
for then I will say good bye....
2 Maggot's Crawled Out| * Open the jar*

[03 Jul 2005|01:12am]
Well..been in summer school this whole week, its alright..aside from the heat and sitting there for five hous a day...but hey if thats how I have to graduae..then so be it! I'm gonna do it! And then I go off into college! ALRIGHT! What fun? Well lately I've been stoned...or bored...or asleep...take your pick..all three fit together well so yeah...well..I'm go now..and see what I cna find to watch/pass out too...I'm somewhat tired so i'm go saw a log or two...peace!
1 Maggot's Crawled Out| * Open the jar*

[24 Jun 2005|06:30pm]
You scored as Loner.












Ghetto gangsta


Drama nerd




What's Your High School Stereotype?
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[17 Jun 2005|06:42pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Damn..Six days of nothing but smokein and tokein...and drivin at times..but otherwise..all tokein...DAMN good ending to a fucked up and shitty school year...a little sad...not smoking tomorrow..Family reunion...First one that I've ever heard of for the Mattox Family..how fucked up is that? Almost 19 years and I've never heard of a mattox Family reunion til now...That is...weird...but if ya knew my family..its weirder that I'm gonna be there...I'm the blacksheep of my family now...the outkast...I dress different act differnet think differenet...and I'm just plan different from my family in every way there is...so yeah..well..I'ma go play some Midnight Club3 DUB Edition...gotta beat this game! And I'm almost there so yeah...Well PEACE OUT!

1 Maggot's Crawled Out| * Open the jar*

[17 May 2005|12:39pm]
Random Comic Generator v2.0 by Delya
Paper or plastic?
panel 1
panel 2
panel 3
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[13 May 2005|08:58am]
How does one act when scared? I want to know...yesterday..in school...I had a feeling..a feeling of emptiness and loneliness, a feeling of not belonging...a feeling that no one cared if I would drop dead right then and there...and that feeling scared me...scared me more than anything ever has in my life..and the reason I ask is how do people act when scared? Is cause everyone acts differently..I myself..I hide behind a mask of happiness..and let no one see the truth of how I feel...though I seemed in a good mood...I wasn’t..it was a lie...really..I was afraid to let anyone see me..let anyone see who I really am...a scared little boy fleeing from death...and now I sit here..still feeling that way..wanting to just lay back and let death over take me..but as I do la back..I remember those who care and fight with and for me against this battle I hold with death..and that gives me the strength needed to fight back and overcome any and all feelings I hold deep within...so I have to say to all you who are out there and are backing me up in this never ending fight..thank you for the support and I won’t let you down any more!
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[02 May 2005|12:43pm]
Your College Life by highfivejunkie
What will you study?
Your Roomatetenaciousedbs62
The Football Playeredtennisspanky
The Cheerleadersk8anddestroy
The Band Geekjimmy_the_voice
Highly involved in their Frat/Sororityjuicyjoe
The Crazy Drunkscreaminscilent
The College Slutatomicgreen
Your Significant Othermentalmark
The Creep that sneaks into girl's showers_tearsofsorrow_
Likeliness you'll graduate: 16%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[25 Apr 2005|06:27pm]
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
How will you commit suicide?You will stab a knife through your heart
How many tries will it take?59
When will you commit suicide?June 13, 2049
What will your suicide note say?Life is Love. Love is painful. Yet suicide is swift and sweet
Quiz created with MemeGen!

You are sad because of the loneliness in your life

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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[25 Apr 2005|04:26pm]
[ mood | Blub ]

Friday I came home from school and chilled a while..then got ready for the prom and shit...waited for my sister to get home..so my mom could take me to Kreggelz house..then I went there..sat raound wiht him til our limo showed up..we went and picked up two people...then went to the place for Prom...chilled there...lots of fags and negro's everywhere there...it was scary...met a few new people..had a good time...proved I am bi-poler..heh...yeah...left at like 11:30 adn got home like 11:45...and passed out...woke up the nxt day and went to my moms...babysat a little...yesterday I babysat..and got the new Mudvayne Cd..and Midnight Clubracing 3 Dub Edition...awsome game there...today...babysitting right now..so yeah..jsut plain..blub...so I'm out...Peace!

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[24 Apr 2005|12:37am]
What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Favourite Colour
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[09 Apr 2005|10:19pm]
One of the greatist feelings in the world..is that of caring for a child..my nephew..he is only three months old..and here I sit...caring for him right now..God...Babies..greatest living being in this world..I love babies..children are olay...but babies are the greatest...hey are so cute(well most of them)...I feel so good right now...well right now watching Ultimate Fighter...Ultimate Finale...So far is good...the action is good so far...Can't wait for Ken Shamrock to come back...That will be a good fight there...Sitting at my parents house right now...wihtin the weeks I should be moved into the basement and have a bigger better room...hell yes that will be awsome! WEll had HFW a week ago...awsome...pretty sore the next few days after wards...the other day punched a stell cleacher and shifted my knuckle over a little bit...it was weird...yeah...well..thats about all for now...so..yeah...peace out!

EDIT - My hair is not greenishly weird anymore..its now black
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