Now onto other matters, I'm not doing well in college cause for some reason my brain always starts out find but after a year or so into schooling ends up shutting down and failing me. I don't know whats wrong with me and why I can't do anything right. I'm just a born fuck up I guess.
Not sure who to trust anymore. Not sure which homies are my real homies and which are just faking it now to not get on my bad side, if I even have a bad side. I'm just getting sick and tired of everything. Is 12/21/2012 is the end of the life, I hope I an one of the unlucky to die so I can stop letting everyone down. That seems to be the only thing I'm good at is letting people down. I'm out for now, if your reading this atleast leave a comment so I can someone is taking an intrest into my depressing moments.